I am sick but im not sick in the body but sick in my heart and soul.
I have broken and I am torn.
My face streaked from my bloody tears.
My body shacking as if my soul wants to shed this skin I wear.

I dont know what to do.
Or how I will be able to restrain myself
From committing these new taboos
How will I survive when my body has broke.

Someone tell me how to live,
How to live when you lose so much
that your soul starts to pretty much rot
and you heart concaves?

Someone tell me how to survive,
when I can no longer embrace,
or touch,
or kiss,

Someone tell me how to cope,
tell me how to keep back
and stop myself from saying
the recently tabooed