( when your sad or depressed, i dont feel like i can reach you, so i push harder to get there, it feels like you dont even want to reach out for me......you push me aside....."talk to you later"....and im left in the dark....you say why i cant let you do it naturally? .....because its not natural for you to come to me....so i go to you.....i bust in the doors that were never meant to be shut on me.
.....its like i accidentally locked myself out and its raining outside....so i'm frantic and bust my way back in....and its like watching you trying to kill or severly hurt yourself through the outside window and not doing anything.....you want it to come natural....whens that?.....after you had your fill of spilling your own blood and guts?....after you open an artery.....NO....you needed me when it started....not after....after its too late....it happened and once again i missed out of being something good to you. Something else you couldn't turn to me for. Your right, whats the point of being with me if I cant do something that simple for you. But your wrong in other ways....I can change...I am working on being able to do that simple thing for you....you!!! You just sit back and watch me prove it. Watch me prove to you that what i say was true and that I love you)